Hey Kelly, wasnt very photogenic yesterday.. so I'm not gonna post any pics of myself (in my short hair yet). Still working hard to have a nice shot of myself taken! So for the time being, you just gotta wait. Lol! And why are u and xueying placing orders for the jap food? Haha..Its not easy to make you know. Lol.

Well, wondering why am I not typing all these in my tagboard? Cos it seems to have problems loading properly in my office.. Can read msgs, but can't type. Haha. So yea.. thats why. But do feel free to spam my tagboard.. Can use it as a replacement of msn, since we cant use msn in our offices. Lol!

Btw, payday's round the corner!! Hurrayy!!!

I did something on impulse today! I had my 7 yrs old tresses snipped off!! Goodbye long hair! Actually its not really a very impulsive decision.. cos I have been wanting to cut it since like 6 months ago.. All the while I didnt have the guts to do it.. And finally I did it today!! Haha.. I kinda like my new short hair.. Looks neater and more refreshing! Though my mum doesnt really like it.. well, its my hair anyway, nothing matters as long as I'm happy. I know, the haircut looks kinda squarish.. Haha. But Jie says it looks fine and that I look more like my age now. So I guess its not ugly la. Lol.

A new haircut shall bring on a new start! Haha!

P.S The past's gone like my tresses and now new memories shall replace the old. Not looking back cos I'm sure there will be better things ahead waiting for me

My lady boss showed me these really cute-looking jap food..doubt anyone will eat it though.. cos its too nice to be eaten!!

I specially love the moo moo one! Haha.

My boss was telling me it would be so sweet to make these for boyfriends. Haha.. So Kelly, Xueying, Nichelle, Inez..Take Note! Lol!

Its my lunch break now.. haha.. Thats why I'm blogging! lol

Very very sleepy now. Dozing off soon...

Well, work now becomes so monotonous. Yes, its piling up as usual but I'm still procrastinating. So lack of motivation.. Lol. I think I'm just wasting everyone's time. If I can work with the same kinda enthusiasm I have for blogging, I would have completed everything! Sighh..

Yeahh! Tomorrow's wednesday! I love wednesdays!! Cos weekends will come soon after that. Wahaha. But my workload still remain mountainous. I hope I can clear off some tomorrow!!

Ok.. gtg!! bye!!

The piling workload is suffocating me!! Help!

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Exactly!!! I almost suffocated today! Goshh.. this week's gonna be a darn busy week for me. I'm so looking forward to weekends!!!! Ok.. 4 more days to go!! Jiayou!!

I finally learnt something! Or rather, maybe I knew it all along, but only came to realize its importance today. Unplanned stuff really make things so tedious! Its like, everytime you finish one thing, they would start to question and finally decided that it wasn't a good idea afterall. Then, they would give you a new suggestion, so the poor person working on it had to redo everything. Yea, this can be irritating at times but its really okay.. cos you need to understand that its just part and parcel of the design world. Whats not okay.. is the amount of time wasted!! You know, if it was all well-planned from the start, that few hours could have done miracles! So yes, I need to start planning well! Haha.

Okay.. enough of my rantings. Gtg!! Tata!

Slumbered my weekends afternoons away. Been sleeping and eating alot these days. No wonder I gained weight.. blame it on pms. Haha. Sigh..Its gonna be Monday again. Oh my, I'm getting tired of working.. esp on mondays! I always get monday blues! Its only been like 2 months plus.. and I'm already so sick of work. What a bad sign. Btw, been very moody these days. Very short-tempered too.. esp today! I dunno what got over me, but I feel like I'm gonna flare up everytime someone tries to talk to me. bahh.. hope tomorrow will be a better day for me! Good night ppl.. I'm going to bed! Tata!

Stepping into the twenties, makes me feel so old. bahh.. I wanna turn back time! Well, its sad to say, even till now, at 20 yrs old.. i still don't understand alot of things in life. Some things aint as simple as it seems. Stuffs appearing on TVs are just sheer fairytales. Not everthing has a happy ending. Many times, life just gets so messy. Things get too complicated too fast, you don't even know when or how to stop them. I wanna simplify things. But its not like I'm always in control of the situation. So yea.. I shall just let it be. Maybe I shouldnt even think about it. Don't let it get into my head, and i'll be happier i guess. Anyway, one final acknowledgements to all. Thanks ppl for all your wishes!! Even those who didnt have the chance to wish me, I know your heart's with me. Hahaha. Ok, I'm crapping. But well, haha.. its ok la. Take care ppl!!!! Thanks a zillion!

Today's my day! Happy 20th Birthday to Me! Haha.

Here's my acknowledgements to some ppl:

Thanks Xueying for asking me abt my birthday celebration. Thanks Jiaxiang for calling and singing a birthday song to me, though its kinda early.. but well, its better than nothing right. Feel quite touched la! (He told me that I need to rmb to blog abt this.. so yea..I did). Thanks Jeslin for her adv birthday wish, and for msging me early in the morning. Heard that she had a lil present for me. So thoughtful of her.. Thank u so much, jeslin! Thanks Tian for her birthday wish too! And thanks Songwei for wishing me happy birthday after I told him it was my birthday. Though he said he really rmbed my birthday, that was why he initiated the conversation.. Err.. hahah.. I dunno la. But I think he was bluffing la.. cos I don't even think he knows when is my birthday la. Lol. But anyway, thanks la. Haha. Thanks Jie for her bday wish too. And thanks Mok for wishing me too. No celebration is ok, no worries. Okay.. thats all for now. Haha.. Take care ppl!

Morning! 9.14 am: Alone in the office as usual. Whipped up potato salad at midnight. lol.. and had it for breakfast like 5 mins ago. I realize I need to watch my diet.. cos I have symptoms of weight gain. So well, my potato salad is mixed with chucks of vegetables: broccoli, asparagus, celery, beans etc. Haha. Still edible.. it was not bad actually. Lol! I'm gonna eat that for lunch as well, cos I intentionally made a bigger portion so that I can have it for 2 meals. Haha.

So yea, went to robertson quay with Jie yesterday. Like what kelly said, it was really a good place to chill. Went to one of the pubs, and it happened to be happy hour. So the drinks was 1-for-1. Haha. So yup, Jie and I had a good drink.. and chit-chatted for quite sometime before we cabbed home. But we waited freaking long for a cab la. So in the end, we had to book a cab instead.

Alright, gotta go!! Tata!

Haha!! I look so photogenic like this!
Ha!! This is freaking cute!! My lady boss made this! Its a project from a client.. So just now, we were spending time doing art and craft! Lol!! So fun la. I want more of this sort of projects. Wahaha.

Meeting Jie for dinner once I knock off.. We're going to robertson quay. Never been there before.. Lol! About 1 more hour to go!! Yipee!

It has been like 2 months in this job. Still coping fine. Haven't really plan when I'm gonna stop working. But well, I'll just continue till I got into a uni or sth.

Oh ya, today's anyhow clique's click-yong's 21st birthday. Haha..Must have been a great celebration in camp I guess. omg, I'm damn bad. But nvm, I'll go eat vegetarian food soon. No worries. Lol. Ok, I better not be so bad.. Happy Birthday, Click-Yong!!

Anyway, managed to have a chat with jia-click and click-yong on the phone. Jia-click said its tiring, Click-yong said its like nothing. So I think Jia-click was right. Click-yong's camp is like chalet. Well, hope they're doing fine. Shall meet up soon, k?

Haha.. I am bored. There's work to do, but I don't feel like doing lehh.. lol. Actually I'm really a very lazy employee. Sigh. Ok, Gotta get back to work.

Btw, Nic n Ed coming back today if I'm not wrong. And my parents are coming home tomorrow!! Yeahh!! Haha.. Hope they'll get sth back for me.

Its gonna be monday blues again I guess. Sigh..
Anyway, met up with tian n inez just now. Haha. After so many weeks, inez finally got her belated bday present from us. Sorry about that, inez. Hope you like the present.

Well.. we went bugis. Had our lunch at a Thai Restaurant. Chilled for quite time.. N cam-whored of course. Lol. Then, we headed to bugis village to shop for awhile.. And chilled again at a hong kong cafe. Haha. It was quite nice to see them.. shall go sing k some day!

Yesterday's definitely not my photo-day! I look so ugly n weird..omg! I have such fat cheeks!! I wanna have my face slimmed down!

Anyway, I finally packed my room!!!!! It's freaking neat n tidy now. So happy n proud of myself now!! Haha. Jie told me that she's gonna buy Toto tomorrow.. Cos it's so unusual to see me pack stuffs. Lol. All the best to her..hope she wins some money, then she can spare me some! Haha.

Now I know what poverty feels like.
I can't buy what I like. I can't go shopping. I can't eat expensive food. I can't take cab. I can't go out for movies. I can't go starbucks or coffee bean. I can't hang out with friends that often. I can't buy any more films. I can't do anything but stay at home and rot on weekends. And on weekdays, all I can do is work and stuff myself with more digestive biscuits. What a pathetic life! I'm desperately in need of money! I need my payday! I can't believe I am experiencing this on my week! So sad, so sad..

MONEY!!!!

Hahaha. Feeling so joyful today. No exact reason for this sudden kinda happiness. Just feel like smiling, smiling n keep smiling!! Lol. Am very pleased with my life at this point in time. Haha. Being happy keeps me so mentally alive! Doing any graphics work seems so easy and efficient. And I suddenly feel that I like what I am doing.. its like after so long la.. Haha.
Anyway... It's my BAD HAIR DAY TODAY! I'm still happieee nonetheless.

Ha!! I've got the esplanade pics from jiaxiang! Lets see jiaxiang's hair for the last time! Now he's already botak lor.

--- The super gay act. Nahh..Its just camera trick. They aren't kissing la. Anyway, I think its nichelle who took this shot. --- One more camera trick! Haha.. Nichelle & Edward. --- Jiaxiang & Kailin! --- Wira's radiant smile!--- Effie & me! This was taken when I was in the midst of finding the pic I took with xueying. I thought I lost it.. But it was actually in the card holder.
--- This is ah mok, the birthday boy! Happy birthday!--- The whole lot of us!--- Super candid shot! Haha. Jiewei was taking the pic. Then, willy said to him " Don't tell me you only pai xia mian." He was actually referring to szesing. Then I repeated "Pai xia mian??" Lol. Thats why they were all laughing about how horny I am. Actually when I repeated that sentence, I was also referring to szesing. But they don't believe me. So well...

--- Another group shot!--- The following is the so-called climax of the night. Nichelle took these shots umpteenl times. Notice they're disappearing one-by-one, its actually in order of their enlistment dates. So cool huh. Like American's Next Top Model... Haha.

--- So, our next top model is... Vincent!! LOL!! He's the last to go NS you see..

Wow. What a fun day today! Haha. A whole bunch of us ( me, nichelle, edward, jiaxiang, mok, szesing, jiewei, effie, kailin, vincent, willy, wira) went Makan Sutra for dinner. Cos Jia-click is going army later.. and it's mok's birthday too. Haha. So happy la.. finally met so many ppl altogether after so many weeks! Now I realized how much I missed the whole lot of them..Wahaha. Anyway, after dinner.. We spent the rest of the night cam-whoring at esplanade.

I'm feeding on polariod films these days. Almost broke! Left with like less than a hundred bucks in my bank. Omg. Obsessing with polariods kills. Waiting for my next month's pay. I'm desperately in need of money. Payday payday quickly come!

Btw, today I'm a good girl. I did house chores.. its like finally after so long la. Lol! I washed the clothes (i.e. dump the basket of clothes into the washing machine), I ironed my own clothes, folded the towels, cleaned up the tortoise container n fed the tortoises, sprayed insecticide at a cockroach n threw it into the rubbish chute... Wow! What a great sense of accomplishment! Lol!! I'm so proud of myself. Hahaha.

Anyway, so many ppl are going army this week. Chiyong - Yesterday, Yaohuang - Tomorrow, Jiaxiang & Jeff - Friday. When july comes, more ppl are going in. Sean, Jiewei, Edward.. who else? Then followed by Mok n Junlong in Sept. Its really amazing how time flies. Its like a snap of fingers and a wink of an eye... all the guys are going army one by one and very soon, only the girls are left. Haha. All the best to all of you! Take care! As for the girls, happy working! Try to enjoy it though its hard, i know. Haha.

Oh yes, am meeting up with the polariod guy this coming sat. Gonna exchange my 660 for a job pro 2. Shall bring my films to let the guy help me load it into the cam. I dun want to waste one more pack of films. bahh.. still very upset about my 26 bucks worth of wasted films.

Munching a big apple... Cos I am freakkingg sad now!!!! I went to collect polariod films just now.. bought so many la.. cos chiyong also ordered. 5 packs for me, 5 packs for him. But you know what?? When I put in the films, the polariod automatically start taking pictures non-stop.. So there goes my 26 bucks.. 1 pack of films gone. Omg. So upset la. bahhh.. Don't know whats freaking wrong with it la. I called the person who sold us the polariods.. he said he also dunno whats wrong, he asked if I want a refund. Then I told him to wait till chiyong tried his.. then we shall see how. Hope chiyong's polariod can work. If not, our polariod films will be gone to waste.

Good Morning! Am stuffing my stomach with digestive biscuit now. Lol. Anyway, yesterday we (me, jiaxiang, chiyong, szesing, jiewei, mok, wira, siti, effie and vincent) met up for dinner at Marina Seoul Garden. It was actually a so-called farewell dinner for the 2 clicks (Click-yong and Jia-click) going army this week. Click-yong went in today morning.. Jia-click going in this coming fri. Like I said, I think I'll miss them.. cos no more anyhow clique to acc me for meals and random hang-outs.. maybe except click-niao. Haha. Well, all the best to them! Must take care ok. Haha.

Oh ya btw, dunno why.. yesterday, jia-click n click-yong kept arguing throughout the dinner. And it was so funny. Jia-click offered Click-yong a tofu and said it consists of vitamins K and M. Lol. Then I added that there are vitamins A, W and J too. Lol. (Translate 'eat tofu' in chinese; Well, as for the vitamins thingy...go figure out youself.. Hahaha..) Jia-click, you need to eat more vegetarian food. Haha. Actually, me too. Lol.

Jie and me have been spending like 2-3 hours singing karaoke at home. But Jie left me singing alone while she went to pick up the car at my eldest sis's house. When she left the house, I decided to record my voice with my hp so I could listen and know what to improve on. And while I was happily singing and recording, the phone rang. I picked up the phone, thinking who was that idiot who called at that time and interrupted my recording. On the other end of the line, I could hear laughter.. followed by Jie saying "you know what.. I am at the security booth at ah be jie's house, and i could hear you.. Wahahaha..And just now we were both singing even louder la." For your info, the security booth is about 5 mins walk from my house. OMG!!! Lol!!!!!!

But anyway, this was what I've recorded before the phone rang.. Not the best, cos still trying to pick up the rhythm n lyrics of this song I am learning. Some parts of the rhythm are off la.. But heck. Just wanna tell you how daring I was.. Like that also dare to sing to the whole neighbourhood. Lol! Btw, take note of the phone ringing at the end of the recording. Hahaha.

10 years later.. what will it be like? Where will everyone be? Are they still there? Or everyone will be so busy juggling with lives and all of us will be worlds apart? I hope not. I want things to stay the way they are now.. and even 10 years later, hopefully things won't change much. I wanna cherish everyone and everything the best I could. But sometimes, its easier said than done. Many times, I have problems prioritising my life. Everything seem important. And sometimes, I know I neglect certain ppl who may be important to me.. but that importance somehow didnt strike me until maybe if something happen. I admit, sometimes I am just being self-centred... but you know, self-centredness can bring a temporary happiness to one self. But I know its no good.. I'll change for the better. I wanna learn to treasure everyone and everything in life. Cos I dun wanna regret later for not recognising their existence.

Pretty bored right now. Well, Jie made shepherd's pie for dinner. Omgnessly yummy.. really. Well.. Anyhow Clique's 2 clicks going army next week. bahh..sad la. No one to acc me for dinner already. All the best to them.. I'm sure they grow fit n macho when I see them the next time. Guess I'm gonna miss them real soon. Wahahaha. Jiayou jia-click n click-yong!! Must take care ah, both of you don't turn any gay-er ok.. though it'll be absolutely tempting when you all get in there. Wahahaha. I'm crazyy. Lol.

Btw, jia-click.. here's your requested collage. You know what.. I have like 21 pics of your face in my hp. omgg.. Lol. My hp must have loved you alot. Haha.

Cam-whoring in office! Sorry.. I love myself too muchh.. Wahahaha!

Going for supper with jia-click soon.. @ jalan kayu. Whoever happen to read this blog post now can join us if you want. - 12.22 am

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Had cheese prata at jalan kayu. It has been so long since I've taken CHEESE! Omg! lol. Lucky no diarrhea. Haha. Actually we wanted to chill at Selegie Soy Bean shop but it was already closing by the time we walked there. So change of plan, decided to go Koufu. It was a long walk la. But Jia-click said he was helping me to jian fei -.-". So ya.. walked all the way there.. But you know what. Jia- click was so xiangish. When we reached there, he said we should just walk to his house since we didnt wanna have anything at Koufu. bahhh... And then, dunno for what reason.. We decided to have a conference with Click Yong on the phone. And the crazier thing happened. We wanted to have our statues engraved for ppl to acknowledge us for our noble deeds and for saving the world of beauties, maintaining world peace , so we cabbed down to click-yong's house to confront him. Lol. And you know what, Jia-click had another xiangish relapse!He went to click-yong's house to print his stuff. dahhhh.......omgg.. super xiangish la. But Haha, he forgot to bring home that printed piece of paper. I'm so bad. Lol. And for being bad, I need to help him print! Haha. Ok well, end up.. our mission failed. No statues for us. And we wasted our cab fare and sacrificed our precious sleep. Wahaha.. Fyi.. Reached home at 6 + am. Lol

Anyhow Clique has a new member! Haha. Click Niao! ---> Xueying!
So yup.. met up with Anyhow Clique (Jia-Click, Click- Neh, Click-Niao, Click-Yong) yesterday evening. Had a mini advance birthday celebration for Click-Yong at Kovan Thai Express. But we didnt prepare any present for him, it was too last minute. Jia-Click actually told me to get underwears for him.. but I searched up and down the mall but to no avail. So in the end, we just make do with a tini slice of mango cake which was quite yummy! Haha. And yes, we took photos with my fuji. And we gave the photos to Click-Yong as present. So cheap-skate for a 21st birthday hor... Lol. But well... ermmm.. its the thought that counts la.. wahahaha. Will upload the clique photo when I get it from Click-Yong. Lol!

Yesterday went to chinatown after work to order more polariod films, cos the online spree selling cheap films has ended. So yup, ordered like 2 more. And then, I went to that vegetarian restaurant again! Haha. Finally, there was lotus leaf rice. So I ate that for dinner and ordered the papaya dessert. Both were tasty! Haha. Right after dinner, I loitered around chinatown for sometime. You know chinatown has those stretches of elongated alleys selling all sorts of things...clothes, paintings, little gifts.. you name it. So well, I came across a store selling chinese paintings. And something caught my eye! There were 4 small paintings illustrating the 4 seasons: summer, winter, autumn, spring. The colours are so alive and vibrant. Immediately, I was so in love with them, esp the winter one. It was really beautiful. So I bought all 4. Haha. I'm gonna hang them in my room. Lol. Ha! The paintings kinda inspire me to learn chinese painting again! Haha.

I am a digestive biscuit girl. Lol.
You know what, ever since I fell ill the other time, i had some kinda post diarrhea syndrome. Haha.
I kept myself far from oily food, dairy products, chocolates and sweets. Lol. And I eat only digestive biscuits for breakfast and lunch. 4 pieces in the morning, 4 pieces in the afternoon. Haha. I'm a freakk..!
Well, got my pop cam.. finally! Haha. So happy. So now.. I've collected like 3 kinda cams. Yeahhh..!! Next cam I am aiming is the russian book cam I saw at Books Actually. Hahaha..
Omgg.. I'm craving for vegetarian food! Lol! My diet has really changed alot! Wahaha..
Ok.. Gtg! Tata!

As expected, I've been snapping n snapping pics using my fuji instant mini! Haha. So fun! Oh yesh.. Anyhow anyhow cliqued again! Haha.