如果我的人生是一本一百页的书
我要从第一百页看起
我想知道我故事的结局是否精彩，是否值得一看
我想知道之前和现在的我做了对或错的选择，是否浪费了不少时间和精力在不必要的人和事上
我想看看我成长的变化， 所带来的所有快乐与忧愁
我想体会那种回忆已经淡化的感觉，是否会觉得一切都无所谓了
我想知道在我的人生中， 到底有几个人会一直陪我到最后

我现在好像知道我的未来将会是怎样。。

guess what?
my dad has facebook now..
i think i'm gonna be very inactive in facebook from today onwards. HAHA.

here's the conversation with my sis:

alvee: jonna nothing wrong what
alvee: jonna add then add lor..
alvee: jonna but i think u can put him as "limted"
jonna: alvee hahaha
alvee: jonna change some settings so that he cant see like status updates etc
alvee: jonna lol
jonna: alvee HAHA
jonna: alvee i was thinking.. if he added u
jonna: alvee even worse
alvee: jonna i better take all my drinking pics out
jonna: alvee hahahahah
alvee: jonna and my wall...
alvee: jonna lol
jonna: alvee HAHA
alvee: jonna he hasnt added me
alvee: jonna hee..
alvee: jonna good good
jonna: alvee hahahah
jonna: alvee now u still have time to sort out ur pics
jonna: alvee i will recommend u as his friend
jonna: alvee ahahahahha

i dont like facebook anymore. it's too too too commercialized!!!!

I'm such a loser I have no control over my life and I blame others for my failures and mistakes
I give people hell of a time just to make myself feel better
but you know what? I ain't feeling any better. In fact, I feel so much worse
I keep saying others are being selfish. But actually I'm the self-centered one.
I only think of myself and thought that the whole world is evolving just for me
I wanna act like I'm a nice person, but I am not. cos obviously that's not in my nature
I'm being childish. I haven't grow up. I don't know when I'll ever grow up.
I'm making everyone unhappy because of my childishness.
I think that this world is shit. But that's because I made it shit.

I'm in school library now!
Had a 1 hour lecture from 9.30am to 10.30 am just now. My next class is at 2.30 pm, in 35 mins time.
Actually wanted to skip that lecture in the morning. But i heard that attendance will be taken.. so i came. But in the end, there wasn't any attendance taken -.- wth. I think the lecturer only wanted to lure everyone to the lecture.. -.-
so i have been staying in the library most of the time.. doing research for proj, fb, blog-hopping etc.. from 10.30am till now.. i'm so bored! so bored! so bored!
btw, i bought a keyboard (with stand n chair included) for only 79bucks at target store! so cheap!! xz and i have been practising "End Theme" from an anime- 5 centimeters. so fun! haha.
n i have been watching prison break.. started from season 4.. then went on to watch from season 1.. haha. I like wentworth miller! so shuai n cool! but heard he's gay -.-
ok. thats it for now. tata!

im so happy. i thought im gonna fail my commercial law test.. cos it was hard! multi-choice questions with all the answers that are so similar! I was practically guessing all the way! N i passed! got 14/20 for guessing!! hahaha. so lucky!! :D
HAPPY HAPPY!!!!:)))

HAHA! Thanks everyone once again!! :D



I really want those donuts! Send me some.. haha. kidding la.
jx.. u abit 'zi high' hor? hahahahahha...

N thanks nic for the surprise gifts!! So gan dong!! :D Thank you and ed so (x 1000000000000000000) much!!!!!!!

:))

i wanna lie down and stare at the sky whole day long with an empty mind.
i wanna daydream and let time kills itself.
i wanna be alone for once.
i wanna lock my mind, heart and soul and become a vegetable for one day.
i wanna reset. i wanna hibernate. i wanna take a breather.
i wanna live for no one but myself.