Ello Lilo!

judgemental

2009-12-06T16:38:00.004+11:00

why are people so judgmental?
i think it's unfair to judge others based on we see.
people tend to see things on the surface.. they don't even bother to understand everything, and yet they are so quick to judge.
seriously what others do ain't our business, as long as they dont harm anyone, i dont see anything wrong.
everyone has different values and thinking. you can't make everyone be like u.. you ain't perfect anyway.
and you have to understand that humans make mistakes.. u r a human too. if u don't want anyone to judge u, don't judge others.

packed!

2009-12-03T23:06:00.000+11:00

QZone Editorit's nice coming home. been going out alot since i came back.. this whole week is so fully booked =.=

yesterday - met up with jiaxiang, xueying, kelly n nichelle..

today - went out with my mum.. then we went for dinner together with my dad.

tomorrow - gonna meet amanda, tian, sudar n eileen at orchard for dinner. then at night, am meeting songwei n weichoon for kbox

sat - siti's 21st birthday.. i guess alot of ppl will be turning up. hee hee.

sun - my cousin is coming from indonesia to see me.. haha.

freaking tired... ..... ........ i feel like staying at home n rot. haha.

i think it's only this few weeks that is gonna be busy.. but actually i don't mind. but i don't wanna spend too much money. gonna find a part-time job soon to earn some pocket money.

haiz. results r coming out on 12 dec. shit man. i told my dad that i might not do well for commercial law. think he's mentally prepared. but i still hope i wont fail....... =. = wish me luck!

Officially back

2009-12-02T14:02:00.004+11:00

HEY GUYS IM OFFICIALLY BACK IN SG!!

No sg number yet.. still using my aussie no. haha.. but no more credits already. Am gonna get a prepaid card later.

called xz yesterday. he reached home around the same time as me haha.
called helen n chatted with her just now.

my 2nd sis is still in milan. not back yet. i'll be sleeping in her room till she comes back haha.

going out later to meet xy, jx, nic n kelly.... (nic, xy n jx said they will confirm with me again..)

my mum is so nice.. so so so nice. hahahaha.

home!

2009-11-30T18:59:00.011+11:00

i'll be heading back to sg tomorrow..

past few days i was staying in the city with my sis n her family..
we went to philip island yesterday.. the scenery was gorgeous.. but it was a pity that we didnt get to see the penguins.. but we saw the noobies instead.
the drive was really long.. and i slept on the way back.

i'm having steamboat with helen, bill n xz at home later.. hee hee.. bought lotsa food just now.
this will be our farewell dinner ... =.= haiz. can only see them next year..

but am gonna cya guys real real soon!!!! :))

past 2 nights ..we were on the phone, u said u felt lonely. i felt the same too. i couldnt sleep well..
today i came back, u were sleeping.. i gave u a hug.. u smiled when u saw me.. n gave me a really tight hug . i felt so touched. u told me u kinda miss me for the 2 days that i was away. i miss u too. it has only been 2 days, but we already felt this way.. i cant imagine what it will be like for the next 2 and a half months.. i hope our relationship can survive the distance.. i hope everything will stay the same.. i dont want any changes. god, please bless us..

i'm sending u to the airport tomorrow.. i hope i wont cry.

6 more days

2009-11-25T14:03:00.002+11:00

freaking sick of studying!

argh.. pekchek.

dun even know if half of the stuff that i read went thru my tiny brain or not.

i just wanna get it over n done with.

6 more days to sg ppl! hahahhaha..

im fat. so dun emphasize on things i already knew. lol.

shit.im so gonna miss xz. away for 2 months plus. hope nothing's gonna change. just want things to stay the same or perhaps better, not for worse please..

my plans while i'm in sg:
- swim, jog, cycle.. whatever to make myself slim down..
- look for a temp job to earn some cash
- meet up with friends
- kboxing!!!!!
- shopping!

ok. thats abt all for now. tata. back to book =.=

爱情

2009-11-16T13:04:00.003+11:00

爱情不是公平不公平，而是包容不包容

爱情并不是追求最完美的，而是珍惜所拥有的，并愿意接受他/她的一切

QQ

2009-11-11T03:08:00.003+11:00

jonna 12:34:01 AM
not coming home?

._ 2 percent 12:34:34 AM
恩

jonna 12:34:42 AM
where r u now?

jonna 12:36:03 AM
在吗?

._ 2 percent 12:36:52 AM
明天回去

._ 2 percent 12:36:53 AM
amy 家

jonna 12:37:00 AM
好吧。。

jonna 12:37:30 AM
我猜到了。。

jonna 12:37:54 AM
不要玩的太晚吧。。

._ 2 percent 12:37:55 AM
没车了

._ 2 percent 12:38:01 AM
马上就睡觉了

._ 2 percent 12:37:58 AM
恩~~

jonna 12:38:15 AM
明天记得上课

._ 2 percent 12:38:24 AM
no school tomorrow

jonna 12:38:25 AM
不要迟到。。

jonna 12:38:30 AM
喔?

jonna 12:38:37 AM
那好。。

._ 2 percent 12:38:36 AM
don worry la no school tomorrow

._ 2 percent 12:38:44 AM
exam week

jonna 12:38:51 AM
你手机没电了?

._ 2 percent 12:39:00 AM
恩~

jonna 12:39:06 AM
难怪。。

._ 2 percent 12:39:09 AM
sry didnt tell u

jonna 12:39:19 AM
没关系。。

._ 2 percent 12:39:30 AM
i just come back so..~

._ 2 percent 12:40:05 AM
不要担心
不要想太多~

jonna 12:40:09 AM
不知道为什么我知道你今天不回来。。

._ 2 percent 12:40:12 AM
放心啦~~我不会做对不起你的事 :)

jonna 12:40:20 AM
没有。。

._ 2 percent 12:40:24 AM
今天真的是意外

._ 2 percent 12:40:31 AM
jason 和 avril 也在

._ 2 percent 12:40:34 AM
然后大家去喝酒

._ 2 percent 12:40:38 AM
他们喝的有点high

._ 2 percent 12:40:47 AM
然后错过火车了

jonna 12:40:48 AM
我觉得。昨天你很奇怪。。

._ 2 percent 12:40:51 AM
avril 家里没地方睡。。

jonna 12:41:17 AM
不高兴。。对吧?

jonna 12:41:33 AM
我还以为你生我的气。。

._ 2 percent 12:41:33 AM
哎呀~~无所谓啦

._ 2 percent 12:41:37 AM
没有~

._ 2 percent 12:41:40 AM
我都快忘了

._ 2 percent 12:41:43 AM
放心好了你

._ 2 percent 12:41:47 AM
今天只是个意外

._ 2 percent 12:41:51 AM
我明天一早就会回去

._ 2 percent 12:41:56 AM
amy 会到隔壁房间睡

._ 2 percent 12:42:00 AM
所以 don worry~

._ 2 percent 12:42:02 AM
放心吧！

jonna 12:42:15 AM
哈哈。

jonna 12:42:26 AM
好吧。

._ 2 percent 12:42:42 AM
:)

._ 2 percent 12:42:44 AM
你要是愿意

._ 2 percent 12:42:49 AM
我可以一直在这

jonna 12:43:03 AM
eh?

jonna 12:43:13 AM
在QQ?

._ 2 percent 12:43:22 AM
恩 ~

._ 2 percent 12:43:26 AM
为了

._ 2 percent 12:43:27 AM
证明

._ 2 percent 12:43:31 AM
我们没什么 :)

jonna 12:43:38 AM
哈哈。。

jonna 12:44:03 AM
我相信你。。。不相信她。。

._ 2 percent 12:44:12 AM
- =

jonna 12:44:17 AM
哈哈。。

jonna 12:44:38 AM
我怕她kidnap 你

jonna 12:44:42 AM
哈哈哈

._ 2 percent 12:44:43 AM
今天吃什么

._ 2 percent 12:44:44 AM
- = ~ ~~

._ 2 percent 12:44:46 AM
不会啦

jonna 12:44:58 AM
吃什么?

jonna 12:45:04 AM
我没吃。。

jonna 12:45:10 AM
减肥喽。。

._ 2 percent 12:47:07 AM
视频 ?

jonna 12:47:20 AM
wait

._ 2 percent 12:47:25 AM
不用

._ 2 percent 12:47:31 AM
哎呀哎呀

._ 2 percent 12:47:32 AM
算了

jonna 12:47:58 AM
i go get webcam

jonna 12:48:05 AM
不要了?

._ 2 percent 12:48:08 AM
~~

._ 2 percent 12:48:10 AM
不要了

jonna 12:48:17 AM
好吧

._ 2 percent 12:48:25 AM
你不要去拿

._ 2 percent 12:48:28 AM
看看我就好

._ 2 percent 12:48:37 AM
haha

jonna 12:49:15 AM
听到吗?

._ 2 percent 12:50:56 AM
好傻逼 - =

._ 2 percent 12:51:05 AM
不想给你看了

jonna 12:51:06 AM
accept

jonna 12:51:10 AM
why

._ 2 percent 12:51:15 AM
太丑了

jonna 12:51:26 AM
我看习惯了

._ 2 percent 12:51:40 AM
fuck u

jonna 12:51:43 AM
哈哈

.........................................................................................................................................

._ 2 percent 2:08:17 AM
其实

jonna 2:08:25 AM
eh?

jonna 2:08:44 AM
其实什么?

jonna 2:09:17 AM
?
._ 2 percent 2:09:19 AM
nvm

jonna 2:09:24 AM
say

jonna 2:10:06 AM
......

jonna 2:10:31 AM
说吧。。

jonna 2:10:54 AM
你生气了
jonna 2:10:56 AM
?

._ 2 percent 2:12:28 AM
算了 ~

._ 2 percent 2:12:34 AM
明天等我回去吧 :)

jonna 2:12:45 AM
你不高兴?

jonna 2:12:57 AM
。。。

jonna 2:13:01 AM
对不起

jonna 2:15:01 AM
我有病。。如果我说什么让你不高兴。。。别在意。。

._ 2 percent 2:15:09 AM
haha 好啦啊

._ 2 percent 2:15:23 AM
没有

jonna 2:15:34 AM
那。。。你。。。

jonna 2:15:39 AM
说。。

jonna 2:15:45 AM
其实。。什么?

jonna 2:16:37 AM
说吧。。不然我睡不着。。

jonna 2:18:11 AM
。。

._ 2 percent 2:19:39 AM
nvm 快睡吧

jonna 2:19:51 AM
哎呀。。

jonna 2:19:55 AM
说吧。。

jonna 2:20:28 AM
现在我一直想。。你说的。。其实。。是什么。。

jonna 2:21:42 AM
。。。

._ 2 percent 2:22:23 AM
我可以信任你吗?

jonna 2:22:29 AM
可以
._ 2 percent 2:22:39 AM
那就行了

._ 2 percent 2:22:42 AM
去睡觉吧

jonna 2:22:55 AM
我不会对不起你的

jonna 2:23:00 AM
放心。

._ 2 percent 2:23:06 AM
...

jonna 2:23:10 AM
昨天。。

jonna 2:23:27 AM
我也不知道。。我在说什么

jonna 2:24:19 AM
有时我说话没经过大脑。。

jonna 2:24:37 AM
不要放在心上

jonna 2:24:55 AM
不要不相信我。。

._ 2 percent 2:25:17 AM
睡吧

jonna 2:25:48 AM
相信我。

jonna 2:25:56 AM
信任我。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

jonna 2:26:16 AM
我用时间来证明给你看。。

jonna 2:28:48 AM
不要想了。。。

._ 2 percent 2:30:23 AM
恩去睡觉吧

._ 2 percent 2:30:29 AM
不早了

jonna 2:31:26 AM
我今天烦了一整天。。我猜你不回来。。你真的没回来。。我怕你生我的气。。要避开我。。

jonna 2:33:15 AM
你不要不高兴。。好吗?

._ 2 percent 2:34:34 AM
:) 你再不睡觉我就不高兴了

mocha java chip

2009-11-10T10:55:00.006+11:00

Mocha to Java Chip: "what if one day you find a better brewed mocha or a much better flavoured coffee?"

Java chip to Mocha: "depends on its ingredients, quality etc.."

Mocha to Java chip: "what if everything's good.. n better than me?"

Java chip to Mocha: "well.. then why not?"

Mocha to Java chip: "now i know what you really think..."

Java chip: -speechless-

......

Java chip's confused.. all the while she thought her mug is almost fully filled with mocha.. perhaps..now she realizes.. that's not the case?

spongebob wants mocha

2009-11-07T23:04:00.002+11:00

once upon a time..

under the deep deep sea....

spongebob is craving for mocha. since a few months back, spongebob started to love mocha v much.
then... one day... spongebob's good friend, patrick star wanted to help spongebob to get her mocha.
patrick star tried to talk to mocha and gave mocha suggestions on how to get rid of java chip. maybe they think mocha + java chip dont taste good together.
well, patrick star told mocha to go and hang out late, leave java chip at home and when she feel lonely, she might give up on mocha willingly. but mocha told patrick star that even if he and java chip didnt work out, he also has no intention to find another partner.

................

sum up

2009-11-05T00:47:00.031+11:00

I guess it's time to sum up my life in melb.. although it's kinda early.. but i think i wont have any other time to write this... cos exams are round the corner! =.=

............

Being away from home, a place where I spent 20 years of my life in... my comfort zone, my mental support, where my family n friends are..

I must say...the first few months being here ain't easy.. cos I'm all alone.. in this new environment.. everything's so alien... I had so little friends then...

But slowly... i get to know more people.. all kinds of people.. n i began to understand things better..

I used to be quite a critical and judgmental person. But now I try not to.. cos everyone has a different lifestyle..I don't think it's fair to judge people just because they have opposing values and don't do things the same way as you do. Everyone is brought up differently, they experience different things in life.. and they have their own survival techniques.. you are not them.. so you cannot judge them based on your book of standards and expectations.

I've learnt alot from the people here.. and I think I've changed.. I guess it's part of the learning curve. I'm not even halfway there.. there are so much more to learn about life.

zi pai wang

2009-11-05T00:12:00.007+11:00

Here comes the ultimate 'zi pai wang'!

he doesn't like SOLO that much...

yes.. he prefers COKE so much more!

this is getting....

....

...erm....

...... crazier....

.... he's gonna kill me if he sees this here.. :X

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

actually there r uglier n crankier pictures... but.... HAHA. dont show lah. lol
kelly, i think he really really likes your webcam!! go give feedbacks to ur company.. :))

sorry.. dun have my pics.. too ugly n fat to take pics =.=

shit. exams in 2 weeks time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg!

2009-11-01T17:46:00.004+11:00

it's starting to get on my nerves..

-.- -.o

hot hot hot!

2009-10-31T17:16:00.002+11:00

weather is freaking hot n dry today! 32 degrees! argh.
even after a shower, i still feel hot -.-
so irritating.
i feel like sleeping man.. though i have tonnes of stuff to do.. but just dun feel like doing.
i need to study soon! revision revision!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need MOTIVATION!
i have been procrastinating for days/weeks/months -.-

i want winter back!

where??

2009-10-29T16:41:00.006+11:00

where are all my blog fan-si???
no one reads my blog already -.- hahahah.. blame it on me for the lack of updates.

exams in 3 -4 weeks' time. die la die la. need to do alot alot of revision!!

about one more month to sg! hehe :)

life in melb has been colourful (like what jx said) .. but at times, there are still shades of grey n black n blue... just like everyone else. haha.
but the best thing here is FREEDOM. I don't think I'll get this much freedom when i go back. But I'll get lotsa company... hehe..

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Anyone wants to buy a polaroid? My friend is selling hers for $250, brand new, comes with packaging, manual and unopened strap. If you're interested, just leave a message on my tagboard..

2009-10-27T23:00:00.004+11:00

a tired man is an angry man.

so irritated n easily agitated... arghh.

.moody

polaroid..

2009-10-24T21:12:00.005+11:00

he complained of neck pain.. n we remembered what happened in SHUTTER.
N we decided to take a pic using my polaroid...

luckily there wasnt anything. or else we would freak out.

we ended up taking quite a number of pics.. cos we think he looks good in the pics. haha.

eee.. this looks kinda scary..his eyes so weird.

broke

2009-10-23T14:27:00.002+11:00

i'm freaking broke.
i overspent this month. but i have no idea where my money went to.
i havent been going shopping. i havent been going out.
must be food. n transport. -.-
sian. now i m planning to eat instant noodles everyday b4 i get my money next mth.
two n a half more wks to go. i gotta spend less!

mao's last dancer

2009-10-20T19:23:00.002+11:00

went to watch this last week with michelle n avril.
it's quite a good movie.very touching. i heard it's a true story. n the person in the story is now in melb.

pics

2009-10-16T19:23:00.003+11:00

nic told me to update my blog.....so here i am.. uploading pics. haha.

hehehe.. :)))

outdated pics........

.....zzz

2009-10-13T21:40:00.002+11:00

i woke up at 630am today to watch youtube.
cos the internet rate from 4am-9am is the fastest. haha.
so sleepy now.

zzz zzzzzz

.......

我的路my way4

2009-10-11T21:19:00.012+11:00

xiaozhou showed me this book. very meaningful.. read the following...

p.s. jx, i bet you'll like it.. your type of emo book.. haha.

adapted from - 我的路my way4

我们在静默的时间里，
隐藏着秘密的爱情。
也许，幸福的标记是，
被爱过，或者认真去爱过。
---

其实，
在这个世界上，
曾经有一个人让我们笑，让我们哭泣，
时间过去那些影子和笑容依然在我们心里，
即使没有得到，也是一种幸福了。
---

当我们还是孩子的时候，
就可以很勇敢，
无论将怎样被伤害，
都不会感到害怕。

因为那时候的我们，
不知道痛到底是一种怎样的感觉。

有一天被爱情伤害了，
痛得难以理解，
要用好长好长的时间，
才会慢慢变好。

然后爱情这样的事情就变得太严重，
任何时候，
只想远远地逃开。

我们生在宇宙中本来就是独立的个体，
没有爱情，
也不会让我们变得不完整。

勇敢的人们都很可爱，
那时候的生命可以很灿烂。

不顾一切的，
把属于自己的世界，
完全建筑在另外一个，
和自己一样渺小的生命上。
其实谁也承受不起，
不是吗。
只有等我们被伤害过后，
渐渐变得刀枪不入，
就会懂得去经营一份收支平衡的爱。

可那时候，
人又会怀念那个曾经不顾一切不怕伤害的自己，
那时候深深爱过的人，
留在记忆里。
而人的记忆里是会撒谎的，
在渐渐褪色的记忆里忘记那些疼痛和伤害。

在关于她的记忆里，
时间永远停在最美好的时刻，
那些伤痕的疼痛，
你将不再记得。
她会永远都灿烂地对你微笑，
甚至远远比真实更美丽，
即使她已经在现实里老去，
即使你再也不会爱现实里的她，
但深爱的人，
会成为你向往，
却再也无法回去的永无岛。
---

boo! Us.. Webcam freaks!

2009-10-11T16:30:00.002+11:00

finally tried mac's grand angus burger. i like the thick & juicy beef :)

n my fav honeycomb icecream..

and any honeycomb chocolates.. .. love it.

i still miss burger king's mushroom swiss :(
there is bk's subsidary's hungry jacks here. but hungry jacks doesnt sell mushroom swiss -.-

i want authentic singapore's hokkien mee, satay bee hoon, chomp chomp's stingray, selegie dou hua, jco or donut factory donuts..what else what else.. cant think of anymore.

........ finally, this explains why i've gained so much weight! HAHA!

我们这一家

2009-10-10T23:09:00.003+11:00

net's freaking slow. cant even finish watching one episode -.- -.- -.-

melb show 09 & bill's bday

2009-10-06T16:26:00.004+11:00

i know i havent been uploading pics here for awhile..

well welll.. finally.. here r some pics taken at royal melbourne show! went there 2 weeks ago with the singaporeans in my class..the 5 of us.. me, sophia, audrey, joanne, wee cheng ..

sophia, audrey n the dog

many other melb show pics.. but lazy to upload all...

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n this was bill's birthday.... michelle, avril, jason came over to our house to celebrate bill's birthday! jason went off earlier.. michelle n avril stayed till after midnight.. n shared a cab home..

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

2009-10-04T01:04:00.002+10:00

current fave... nice song!!

Lyric >> 南拳妈妈 ( Lara ) - 下雨天

下雨天
By : 南拳妈妈 ( Lara )

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沈默的场景做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

〖在寂寞的雨夜里...Who's your miss?〗

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉